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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Thursday, March 29, 2007
dun noe wat got into me recently.. has been shutting everyone & everything out of my world, dun wanna bother, dun wanna ask.. jus wanna have peace, jus wanna live alone even thou i'm scare of being lonely.. drifting apart from family, starting to think so differently & suddenly they dun seems to be who i knew since i was bornt. i'm no longer happy being wif them, can not communicate is e keypoint & i seriously wanna leave them asap.
dun understand wat have i done las lifetime yah, u noe retribution.. or i've used up e happiness bank when i was a kid.. e princess me of ytd is e slave of reality now.. i dun noe wat can i do to make myself feel better, n mind u i'm not grieving abt all e unfairness of life. i accept its destinated, i believe. jus dun get e reason of all these.. i've walked 21yrs 6mths of my life only n its terrible enough, how am i gonna live till e day i'll naturally gone wif e wind??
few days ago, my office attachment girl asked me a little physco test abt myself.. in a desert, u c a box/cube.. how big is it?? i said mine is probably 3cm cube, tat can fit nicely on my palm. a beautiful pink crystal cube.. haha.. n it actually means my own pride.. oh my god, i only left wif 3cm.. wat abt a year later might jus left wif a dice size big only.. but quite true lah..
suddenly have e thot of since i'm all by myself now, y not give myself a time frame, then i shall leave here, wif my orange luggage bringing my pride & independance, fly to somewhere i never been to, nobody know me & live afresh?? tats so cool yah.. hehe.. KIV..
i noe i'm far away frm happiness, well, jus let it be, i'll take watever it comes.. not fighting anymore.. God bless me..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 11:28 AM
PrinCeSs CheRie LeE C Y..
borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
A+ LiBra..
loVeS TranSpaRanT fLuiDs liKe VodKa & WaTeR!
dislikes the world, buT i'M BoWiN tO ReaLIty..
WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
GreAT BuDDiEs, SisTerS & LoVeR..
No ReGrETs..
What Has e WorLd BeCuMing? ReaLise Me fRm ReaLiTy..
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