Sunday, April 29, 2007
a story to share..
las nite i had a heart warming dinner at tang's place together wif HP n my cousin.. lydia's first time cooking n everyone of us help out to cook up everything b4 it becomes supper.. haha.. but well, its really tasty n most important i can feel lydia's effort for tang! tang was saying it feels like a housewarming dinner.. shows tat tang has e thot of spending his life wif her forever. tis is a man's best word of encouragment.. claps for tang!! suddenly can't remember when was e last time i cook in my little blue kitchen..
tang sent me hm after tat.. on e way, i was telling him abt recent issues.. finally got time jus me him.. felt so relieved.. he's always my best listener.. when i was at my door step, jus a sudden feeling struck me.. tis house looks so unfamiliar now.. where i used to call a home, is nw jus a place where my rm is.. i saw my dad.. i hesistated to call him.. but he was looking at me so i did.. the word 'daddy' came out very unnaturally.. yes, he's jus like a stranger to me now.. i dun feel anything for him anymore.. its a sad story..
i believe my tomorrow will be better.. maybe i'm fooling myself but tis is e only way to keep me goin.. God bless me..
btw, i've checked.. March 2008 my day to fulfill my ferries wheel dream..!!
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 9:40 AM