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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
ok.. ppl who's reading should noe wat i'm gonna write abt.. this is gonna be e longest entry n most exciting entry i ever write about..
the weekend that has jus passed is so 'interesting' that probably i can film a movie out of it...
Happy issue first..
My darling finally book out on fri after e 10D9N Guided Tour in HTA.. hurried my meeting at DXO n went to fetch him together wif e bro.. Miss him so much.. little botak look so cute, boyish.. n i really appreciate his present.. n now, i think i need his present the most..
Sat, my event at DXO.. kinda turnoff cos e crowd is so small that i was so disappointed b4 e program start.. my worse event ever.. went Raymond bday at MOS after that.. totally affected by my work that i tried my best to be hyper but well, ZZzzz monster wins! i only there for 2hrs n i leave.. Sorry buddy, but really no mood.. n your sexy butt is nice... whaha.. better be nicer to me or i post ur that sexy pic online! :P
sunday was a slow day.. 3D2N sweet honey mood ends n darling got to go bk HTA again.. turnoff.. but thats life..
but never knew life was so unfair n torturing for me till tat nite..
bad news..
i saw Mr Lee holding another woman's hand crossing the road.. i was on the bus to cck at 11plus tat nite.. was kinda tired actually but end up near the interchange i saw him n another woman by e small road side trying to cross e road, i nv seen dad smiling so happily n being so gentleman holdin someone's hand before.. he had never hold mum's hand before.. never in my 22yrs life i seen b4.. WTF.. its so mixed feelings that i'm lost.. at tat moment, i'm speechless, disappointed, frustrated, disguisted, heartbroken..
its was a jam before e bus door opens.. i simply dash towards their direction with e fastest speed i've, without looking out for cars or anyone.. my best cross country record ever.. tears jus keep rolling down every step i took.. its was a long chase after i see them at e traffic light.. he finally saw me.. he's guilty i can c frm his eyes.. but tats too late.. he betrayed all e respect n love i've for him.. n worse, he betrayed my mum. the 'loving couple' went seperate way but i went after e woman.. i shouted at her but she keep walking faster. i really wanted to bash her up but i stopped, i gave Mr Lee a chance. i turned back n ask him whether he noe wat is he doing now. he even got e cheek to ask me noe who tat woman is?? who?? a bitch you were holding her hands frm interchange till here.. i saw everything n followed u till here. i replied him. he shut up. i was screaming at my loudest i ever did. i told him how could you do this?? your child is so big already yet u're doing tis, so shameless. we dun need you anymore, dun ever come back anymore. jus fuck off. i ran away cos i dun noe how to face him.. i can not take e fact.. i was crying so badly tat everyone walk past me stared at me but its too painful for me to be bothered.
i called sis n told her.. yet her reply was 'let them settle on their own, none of our business. n dun tell mum, she got heart attack.' n meaning wat?? jus keep quiet n let her suffer in silent?? end up guess wat?? mum call me 20mins later n ask me did i saw my dad.. i jus ytold her to go n slp n i'll settle for her. WTF, sister is so bitch to tell her.. na bei chee bye is wat i shouted at my sis when i call her bk. mum quarrelled wif him tat nite. she can even call me bk to say is one of his frien n jus help her cross e road.. CB lah, tat road no car at all n tis is not e 1st time i see this woman n him on e road. i noe my mum noe its a lie, i noe my mum jus wanna pacify me.. but sorry bastard, u betrayed us.
i was doing all e nonsense i nv done before all at tat little hour. i scolded him, shouted vulgarity at him n most impt, i lost my father at that instant. really heartbroken.. who is mum waiting for till middle of e nite?? whose shirt is she ironing everyday for?? who's e 1 taking care of your family when u're having other woman outside?? u guys r bounded by e marriage vow, mind u.. if u're not married i dun bother. marriage is a holy matter but u prove to me after 22yrs, e cert is jus a piece of rubbish. i feel so ashamed i'm bornt by u.. dun ever let me c tat woman again, i make sure i strip her off n disfigured her. n mr lee, i promised i'll make sure u lose every cent u've n spend e rest of ur life in e cell. this is e lesson for u to betray my mum.
sudden feel so lost that i dun noe wat to do.. didn't wanna go bk to tat ugly house anymore till 4am.. can't slp at all.. leaving is e only thot i have tat nite..
yesterday totally no mood to come work at all.. physically tired, mentally wounded.. lost in outer space, so quiet n speechless, so not like me.. my friens accompanied me.. tried their best to entertain me n go everywhere i wanna go.. cafe del mar at nite is really nice.. thanks, really appreciate..
n today, or rather start frm las nite, aaron irritates me with e stupid photo album thingy. i'm so fedup to be bother abt that stupid album that is of his greatest concern noe. n worse, he msg me tis morning say he'll come up my place to get it tonite. nuisance. i never knew a guy who's sleeping beside me ever for a yr plus is so asshole. i've already explained myself tat i'm not in e mood n dun bother abt my family. i'l deliver to ur doorstep when i free. simple english u dun even understand still dare to say i dun bother abt my family. u fucker mind ur own business n nothing in my family bothers u anymore. dun act as if u're so clever to noe all these. if u're really so free, go lick ur OC's boots maybe he'll promote u soon. i dun tok to ppl who dun even hav common sense. if u happen to see all this n above mentioned story, put urself in my shoe then. i need peace. pushed me to e wall, n u noe where my limit is..
well, nobody can heal e deep cut inside.. it jus got deeper n deeper.. feel so disguisted that i wish i was never bornt. n y is tis happening to me?? 1 issue after another, n for years already, god, when r u gonna stop fooling me?? or is tis e reality of life?? i can not take it anymore. pain is e only feeling i have..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 2:30 PM
PrinCeSs CheRie LeE C Y..
borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
A+ LiBra..
loVeS TranSpaRanT fLuiDs liKe VodKa & WaTeR!
dislikes the world, buT i'M BoWiN tO ReaLIty..
WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
GreAT BuDDiEs, SisTerS & LoVeR..
No ReGrETs..
What Has e WorLd BeCuMing? ReaLise Me fRm ReaLiTy..
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