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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Friday, September 07, 2007
human r dilenma freak.. sometimes when things goes ur way, u wun treasure.. but sometimes when u lost it, u cry over it.. i'm trying my best to get over it.. it hurts but it takes time..
i feel sad sometimes, seems to hav lost something along e way, but i dun noe wat is it.. it may be someone, something, some feelings.. i jus feel empty inside.. so empty that i tends to c no point of living when loneliness sets in.. i may be an extreme person inside, extreme negative at times.. i always thinks tat nothing can be of threat to me cos i ever lost everything.. so when i'm pushed to my brim, either make it or break it.. i hate to deal wif problems, hate to be in complicated situation.. its jus yes or no in my world.. i cry, i screamed for help ever.. but nobody came to my rescue.. i struggled n survive n swear tat never i'll step into e black hole again.. but did i really step out of it? or am i e master of the black hole now..?? not too sure.. kinda confused too.. aimlessly pass everyday somehow.. i need some guidance.. i wanna be happy.. laugh happily, hyper active always.. i miss e old cherie.. no worries but to enjoy everyone doting on me.. i can't explain but this is how i feel..
its my karma.. life still goes on..
so, i carry on my life wif my man.. at times i feel tat he really love me.. exchanged his freedom for me.. probably he dun noe y he did tat.. probably he miss e old him too.. i can sensed tat he's reluctance at times, prefer to be on his own.. but we can't live without each other anymore.. we'll break down.. or e least i'll collapse.. therefore, i try my very best to keep tis relation going.. curb my temper..tame e wilful me.. n e bad bad stubborn me.. i noe i changed.. in e process of changing.. loneliness is my bigget enemy.. cos alone will bring out e Mr Hyde in me.. insecure.. can't slp well so i'm always lack of slp.. but being alone keeps my man worry free.. left wif no choice but to compromise my life.. tat exchange for a happy weekend together.. my libra scale says its worth it.. probably for e present it is.. i dun noe wats gonna happen few months down e road.. cos it jus takes a sentence to make a decision.. but if life couldn't get any better, i pray tat life stays as it is now..
haa.. wat a joke right, little princess's life seems to be getting bitter n bitter..
from e day i threw my silver spoon away..
n e fairytale goes on..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 3:28 PM
PrinCeSs CheRie LeE C Y..
borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
A+ LiBra..
loVeS TranSpaRanT fLuiDs liKe VodKa & WaTeR!
dislikes the world, buT i'M BoWiN tO ReaLIty..
WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
GreAT BuDDiEs, SisTerS & LoVeR..
No ReGrETs..
What Has e WorLd BeCuMing? ReaLise Me fRm ReaLiTy..
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