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Monday, November 12, 2007
12nov.. biao mei's bday.. my 11mths with princey.. we all had a bad day..
supposingly went sentosa happily.. end up 4 of us quarrelled.. went seperate way.. jus who's unhappy wif another for dun noe wat reasons..
jus had some arguements wif my princey too.. jus moments ago tat makes me on e com n type all these things.. i jus can't keep it anymore cos i'm gonna be drown wif sorrows.. i'm injured.. hurt badly by everyone surronding me.. all sucks big time..
2days ago, i noe i'm gonna lost e little pink room of mine very soon.. pain.. aaron text me in e midst of e nite, hurts again.. my princey quarrel wif me over aaron, hurts too.. plasters pls, i'm bleeding.. parents r selfish, e guys r selfish too.. aaron told me he still read my blog n friendster.. so wat? i noe u stil read.. so how many percent do u guys think this blog is true?? frm e 1st day i give u guys this blog add, this is all scripts i'm writting.. alter to viewers' preference.. not 100% wat i'm feeling.. c, even blog also need to alter to other ppls's concern.. how pathetic i'm.. n aaron always find fault wif me abt my blog.. hell, i can nv satisfy everyone wif everything i do.. n who's gonna satisfy me then?? i'm suffering.. who noe abt this?? jus everyone demand n demand more frm me.. i can't handle everything.. i'm not god..
life crisis now u guys noe?? i'm unwanted child anyone noe?? n soon i'm gonna be homeless.. i can't be bothered to tok to my parents cos i'm so pissed wif them.. really hurted badly.. but nobody noe.. everyone in e family thot i dun bother cos i'm well prepared.. no, i've nothing wif me at all, i jus dun wanna ask n being hurt further.. n tats y i choose JAL.. i'll be away most of e time.. maybe i'll find somewhere else my home eventually..
aaron n princey atters again.. can u 2 jus give me a break n stop bothering me abt e other?? if u guys r jus so unhappy abt me then jolly well leave me far far away.. u guys r jus being over concern abt ur own 'security' not really concern abt me.. who really bothers i'm happy or not?? i dun even remember e last time i laugh so happily.. i spent my everyday entertainin n tolerating others.. who's concerning me n will try to make me feel like a princess 1 day?? or sorry, i forgot i'm no longer a princess..
i was wondering, maybe hanging out wif ppl not so close to me end up they're better to me.. maybe goin to other place where i nv been is a happyland for me.. maybe jus put aside everything here is happiness too.. but its my fate i guess, i rather face it.. brave thru it, i'll be a better person.. i've been crying n crying but nobody noe.. i always got to use my little pillow to hide.. tat even hurts u noe.. ah.. for e time being, help pls.. e world pls remember there's a little me here..
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