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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Friday, November 02, 2007
good news.. bad news.. things round me always come in ripples effect.. but tis time with 1 good news..
Sat.
Mum on cast again.. tat auntie fell carelessly again.. so where's e husband? told her to call ambulance instead.. fucked up..! where's her kids??? nobody knows except me brought her to A&E.. i see her scared face when the nurse pricked her finger tip for blood test.. i was laughing but it hurts inside.. so what if she had slogged her life for everyone?? she only has e 4 walls n e cast to herself.. there's nothing i can do to help cos i'm in sorry state too.. *tears stored*
Halloween party plan flop.. my buddies flied my aeroplanes on sat nite n all went to zouk wifout me.. yes, i can build a airport by nw with all ur planes.. i'm always there when u guys r down, but u all nv think for me b4.. i detest u all.. buddies?? no.. is suckers..! end up only HP n me go dbl o drinking.. Poor Hp got to accompany me.. i really wanna get drunk but i reserve for my JAL interview the next morning.. not gonna ruin my future cos of the suckers.. *tears & anger stored*
Sun.
After interview, i think i did fairly reasonable.. n i hope they'll call.. 8pm again.. 7.50pm when all hope dismiss into thin air, JAL called me.. i finally gets to fly.. yes, i noe air stewardess is jus high class waitress. but i get to travel for free.. so y bother abt the few hrs of serving? :P i jus can't wait to go round round the world.. be more independent.. see more things n culture, expand my know ledges.. n of course i'm being paid better.. "positive customer service attitude" do i still remember?? haha.. waiting in anticipation for the contract.. finally fate gives me a chance to run away from reality..
Monday.
Medical checkup for JAL.. urine test took twice.. X ray also twice.. so actually Sg's medical not tat advance too yah?? cocked up.. but anyway, i spent like 5hrs at the clinic.. mostly waiting.. e day jus pass like a dream..
Tuesday.
went hearing test.. 5 min of stupid buzzing sound.. then met jack n raymond.. kao bei them abt sat.. n realised e 1 i was most pissed is Tang.. Jus he wait..
And finally, i cried at nite.. my prince is always e spark for it.. sadness, hopeless, heartache & lots of lots of feelings inside me.. i asked him nicely to tok to me.. n as usual his attiude shows.. n i cried.. so wat if my world collapse? i still have my bf beside me right?? but too bad, he dun understand.. i have no one to take care of me yet i got to take care of everyone, no body loves me but i need to dote on him, n no body give a damn to me even if i open my mouth? i'm injured yet i got to hang on.. i feel burden, i feel pressured, i feel suffocated.. but nobody ever asked me how am i.. so how much do i really worth to everyone?? i dun need u guys to understand or help.. i jus need some comfort n acknowledgement of my existence.. tired little me stop acting strong.. so i cried badly..
So in summary..
JAL in exchange for family's heartache, buddy's asshole-ness & bf's insensitive-ness..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 12:03 AM
PrinCeSs CheRie LeE C Y..
borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
A+ LiBra..
loVeS TranSpaRanT fLuiDs liKe VodKa & WaTeR!
dislikes the world, buT i'M BoWiN tO ReaLIty..
WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
GreAT BuDDiEs, SisTerS & LoVeR..
No ReGrETs..
What Has e WorLd BeCuMing? ReaLise Me fRm ReaLiTy..
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