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Friday, January 11, 2008
Hi Hi.. Its me again.. ok, i think i'm starting to accept the fact of watever happened.. n i starting to accept tat tis is jus a part of life, or my destiny.. to note, its jus a part, not everything..
love is jus a selfish game of 2.. winning or losing dun matters, its e process.. n n tis case, its e memories.. afterall, e relay needs a winner.. jus be it.. i had enough.. after so long n so many sub actor in my life, looking bk at them e feelings jus nt as strong as then.. i think loving myself n havin fun is a better way out to prevent frm being hurted.. andrew, aaron n giraffe.. my retributions in ripples..
gil told me she met my ex 'husband' for lunch some days ago n showed me a namecard of his wif his photo on it.. property agent otherside his cdo job.. haa.. y all SAF personnel goes into property ah?? met uncountable already.. well, looking at his photo wat was my reaction?? i think he grew fatter, not so charming as b4.. or maybe jus cos i dun feel for him anymore.. i would like to chit wif him over coffee actually.. but e hate for him is jus so much that nv will tis day comes..
i went mambo 2 days ago.. actually drank rather much.. half btl of chivas plus 2 jug of long island tea.. not wif my buddies but jus some hi-bye friens of mine.. out of boredom so i went.. n tats nt the whole story.. i went boat quay to look for some hi-bye friens too.. some bengs friens of mine yrs ago.. haha.. crazy girl right.. but i continue drinking till 7am then go hm.. wat a good drinker right? i think i'm ready for nightclub interview already.. haha..
speaking abt job.. i sent my resume to some idea jobs i think i wanna try out.. more of marketing n A&P kinda.. air stewardess is jus a dream n lets jus let it be a dream.. reality, passion n coporate ladder interests me more.. take my time.. i'm glad to be bummer nw..
i dun noe wat makes me happy.. i dun noe doing wat is right.. lost my rationale actually.. but jus wander abt lor.. dun wanna look forward to any expectations already.. jus live n laugh my way thru.. i nv wanna see my tears anymore..
its fri today.. party nite.. shall test my alcohol endurance again..
muackz.. love myself..
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