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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Sunday, January 06, 2008
still in pain..
i dun noe who's reading this blog anymore.. cos everyone jus leave me far far away.. i'm writing dun noe for wat.. i jus wanna reveal my feelings cos its bleeding inside..
trying to be hermit again.. soullessly breathing.. i dun noe y i still here.. i dun noe wat to do at all.. nobody bothers, nobody cares.. n soon be forgotten.. pathetic..
i dun noe wat to do everyday.. i need attention badly.. but who's there for me?? i went church.. somewhere i dun really believe in yet i sense peace there.. so i went.. i sat there listening to others prayers thou unwillingly but it seems to be e only place tat accept me nw..
Giraffe dun love me anymore.. as usual, he jus hurted me wif his sms again.. he said he wun call or sms me anymore.. i feel pain but i'm immune to it.. he always hurt me recently. n as days goes by, he's further away frm me.. pain.. e pain jus tear my heart apart whenever i think of him.. n i always think of him.. crying is e only thing i can do.. sitting at my void deck dun noe where to go is wat i can do nw.. he's awhile nice to me cos he sympathise me.. he's nasty to me when he love himself more.. after so much, he still misunderstood me.. he dun noe how much i feel for him even till today.. he forgotten our memories.. he soon will forgot abt me.. all these while, i jus need ur attention n concern.. i jus need u to hug me tight in ur arms.. e simplest thing yet e hardest frm you..
it hurts when we quarrel.. it hurts when u pushed me.. it hurts when u say u dun wan me.. it hurts deep inside.. i dun mean wat i said to others at all.. cos its u tat matters most.. use ur heart to feel my heart pls.. rejection n anger is wat i get frm u nw.. a yr didn't pass easily.. we didn't get together easily.. n i treasure u most than anyone else.. but nw i'm e one who has failed completely to love.. no point dwelling over spilled milk.. no point thinking abt him anymore.. had enough of relationship.. i'm goin crazy..
insanity..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 8:03 PM
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borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
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WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
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