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Friday, April 11, 2008
i'm sorry.. sincere apology tat i neglected my blog.. has been very very bz wif life and everything jus stucked on n i got hm everyday real tired.. satisfying and jus purely simply.. e way i always wanted life to be..
i guess i'm bk to my life like before i was wif aaron.. happy go lucky, work n friens.. not into relationship anymore.. commitments r scary things i nv wanna touch..
y m i nt sleeping so late nw?? i'm alittle bit troubled u see..
i met someone.. we have always been around in the same group for clubbing but we jus nv bother abt each other.. so nt much impression except tat he drives a porche.. Rich playboy i guess.. dun give a damn..
then recently, he saw me dancing on e platform wif esi.. maybe cupid knocked him or something, he notice me n eagerly asked the guys who m i.. of course they noe who m i but just noe my name tats all.. i've always been low profile compare to esi n jacq.. so he got rick to text esi n ask me to go over.. rather attutide, Princess C nv went to say hi.. but afterall, he got my no frm rick tat nite thou.. n days after, we met at e same place again.. same situation, tis time he plays alittle trick n got me to tell him off.. haa.. he's smart right..
as days goes, his sms flooded my hp inbox.. every word filled wif sincere n care.. he's like a curious little boy who's very interested in my everything.. always asking me alot but i always nv reply him.. slowly, i starting to doubt my initial judgement on him.. maybe i'm wrong, he might nt be so playboy.. so i decided to do some research on him, his character n background.. Bingo, very easily, i found out alot of him in jus short 2days.. WTF, he not only got porche, still got Z4, C class, my dream 6 series convert n more.. he lives in a big big bungalow tat can house so many cars.. n he manage his family business.. heard from majority, he's always popular wif girls cos he's friendly but he nv initiate to noe girls.. n tat makes me wonder y me.. afterall he's honest, he tell me things tat i nv intend to ask..
yup, i found e near perfect guy i always wanted.. tall, good looking, real charming wif his cool look, so cute wif e dimples when he smile, friendly n initiative, rich, drives sports carSSss, intelligent n street smart.. i noe cupid is nv kind to me.. Mr Prince Charming has a 1% flaw tat i can never tolerate.. n tis is e fatal tat cause my troubles.. how??
i try to stay away from him.. i told him i'm scare of him.. i always reject meeting him thou he wans to see me everyday.. i nv dare to take his car.. but i can't help having his images floating in my mind.. i noe i can't hide frm myself to admit e fact.. failure me.. afterall, this love only has a week expiry, is it gd or bad? 2 more days or less to treasure his good.. or 2 more days to end of worries..??
i really wish time pass faster.. he's nv meant to be mine.. i dun wanna take, i dun dare to take.. i scare.. principal againest desire.. like wat i have been saying, i dun wanna love anymore..
tired little me have to keep fighting for my spirit tml.. n i really hope cupid stop making fun of me.. i'm not clown or puppet.. i'm just simple me.. need love n attention..
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