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~%Royalty World of the Poison Black Cherry%~
Thursday, August 14, 2008
tired.. *yawn*
juggling among new job, school write thesis & report, upcoming test on stupid eTourism, my buddies, party & movies, sun tanning at cafe del mar, call joyce in taiwan, friens bdays, my princess day next mth etc.. too many things i wanna do.. too little time i've.. so tired little me slog and on auto pilot mode everyday.. but i guess i'm ok inside.. contented..
i'm stealing some time off nw frm work cos waiting for my client to reply on the stupid cocked-up animation.. for invest fair this weekend.. yes.. my wkend's start burning off.. later got to run to setup n tml too..
tok abt contented.. yar, i guess sometimes in life i'm too persistance in my goals n idealism.. causing myself to be unhappy at times when reality hits.. but wat can i do abt it? it my character that builds the iron me now.. possible to break myself? alot of things i try not to think or consider.. i jus bum my ass on it.. keep telling myself time will tell.. cos i'm too occupied with other stuffs.. maybe you can even say i occupied myself with alot of things so i will not think abt it..
sometimes when i'm tired, i miss the little sparkles on the rooftop.. the balloons in your car boot and you this big little kid that'll jump around n make funny faces at me so i'll laugh.. pek chek yet funny.. n it leaves a deep impression in me.. we nw both had moved on.. turned back and i see all the quarrels are not needed.. i believed we've grown frm the times together.. what's on ur mind now then?
yar, i've a great man with me nw.. dotes me, take care of me.. when i switched off, i jus lean on him.. but many times, i fall into a dilenma which i've got no resolution to it.. everyone round me knows his history.. not his faut, its jus a scar which it actually impact on me.. on self protection, i dun wish my perfection to be ruin too so at times i'll demand for the attention.. things are going on as per normal which i'm real glad.. god, be wif me till i sail thru this tide of life..
i'm starting my total abandon of my family.. i dun like them.. n i dun wanna force myself to be nice.. i jus wanna live my own life.. my own house, my own car, my own career.. nothing that i owe u guys.. everything of myself.. please dun come to me anymore..
i'm cruising on the stage of shaping my own perfect life.. Maybe i should have been a Virgo-Perfectionist.. Praying hard that everything goes my way.. i believe i'll be rewarded..
With Perfect Love..
PrinCeSs C's heaRt BeLL RingS.. ; 1:55 PM
PrinCeSs CheRie LeE C Y..
borNt On e SarCeD DaY, 25 SeP 1985 (Wed)..
A+ LiBra..
loVeS TranSpaRanT fLuiDs liKe VodKa & WaTeR!
dislikes the world, buT i'M BoWiN tO ReaLIty..
WiSh Tat LiFe CoulD bE BeTTeR..
GreAT BuDDiEs, SisTerS & LoVeR..
No ReGrETs..
What Has e WorLd BeCuMing? ReaLise Me fRm ReaLiTy..
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